Friday, February 8, 2008

glimpse of hypnotism...

My eyes rolled over and tucked to a point. She exclaimed with benediction, her thoughtful countenance and the splinter of subdued laughter, shirked on her face. Smirk of faithlessness on her face made me on the verge of lossing my confidence. But a garnered back the pieces of my dignity and let clear, discrete command, 'Concentrate on your knee. Your knee is full of pain. It needs to relax... relaaax.. relaaaaax...' Each time I said 'relax', I got more relaxed then she did. Each time, I switched over to different organ.. knee.. hips.. chest... chin.. eyes.. forehead... I subdued to greater slumber than she did. She had something else in her mind... She was not surrendered to me.. But I was surrendered to myself... I felt her breathe.. each and every breathe.. that relinquished from her nostril... was witnessed.

After a long time, the windows of the room were open. One gory tree stood there apathetically. Real life is colorful but this gory tree was black and white, colorless, devoid of life, meant only for scaring dwellers. She remained in meditative posture. I witnessed both, the lively she and the deadly tree. The gorgeous lady and unearthly, deadened tree. Between these two, I stood as passive passage between she and Thee. I meant to be a passage. But she was not open. I belied myself that she is getting hypnotised. But in indeed only I got hypnotised. I went into the deep relaxation where we both lived... Deep silence where we both lived happily forever......