Monday, December 31, 2007

16 Feet from the Earth

Oh !! Me !! Wandering 16 feet above the ground, watching the whole earth as a chess board, the pawns well placed and knew their role quite well. Only the Unbeknownst player knows the aim for this endless rule based wanderings of each pawn. Generally, its not quite visible from a plane as high as 16 feet from ground. But I made every possible effort to discern whats going on, down there. Her eyes were closed and she stood against a wall. A boy was kissing her on lips as good as a child licks the icecream, or better than that, with better effort atleast. His eyes were open and seemed to be gaining something. But looking a girl I felt, she enjoyed more than the boy. Surrender is womanish and is so enjoyable. Alertness is male by nature. Alert people never enjoy a single bit of life. They just be alert, follow few rules and live a great life serving the Master Player. I wish, this boy could be woman for a moment. I wish, could he be bit surrender-ous and reach the level of enjoyment, she has reached already.

A 'bazaar', the first place to make the whole world a civilized place. The first place to make the 'economy', one powerful parameter in this World. 'Commodity' is the integral part of bazaar. 'Commodity' is something that can sold/bought. In this world, each and every person is a commodity. This is the characteristic that collates both the living and non-living entities. Non-living 'commodities' are exchanged for money/wealth. Living commodities are exchanged for emotions, power and sometimes money/wealth. Spinoza used to say, 'This whole universe is one common substance'. Sometimes, I feel, even though this statement looks metaphysical and philosophical in nature, it has similarity to many concepts arising in the world, Human rights, Economics, Racism..

Now the biggest myth, the whole humanity lives in. Each living human being is a commodity as well as a pawn following certain rules, being placed at certain position on the chess board of destiny. I saw another girl, may be married woman. She had her hands in hand with her husband. They both, once upon a time made a pact with each other, in the witness of their so-called-near-and-dear-ones, that they will sleep together, bear children and respect each others emotions. Now thats deal. This deal has placed them at a unique place on the chess-board. Now they can only have certain moves specified by the pact. What have made their lives miserable, is that pact ? Rules and ecstacy don't go hand-in-hand. They are semantically opposite, although not linguistically. The simplest step forward to achieve ecstacy is, forget the sense of commodity. Now as soon as that 'deal', that 'pact' is forgotten, the shear relationship becomes enjoyable. In short, if the couple forgets that they are married they will have better orgasm than before.

Next step is to forget the sense of pawn itself. Let's align with the player, not with pawn. Forget the rules, the mom-dad has given us, the society has given us, the teachers have given us. It will let the real creations to emerge from our-own-selves, the real selves, not the commodities.

Sunday, December 2, 2007

तिलक Revisited

One fine morning I woke up only to discover that I had bad stinking breathe due to smoking and still bad mood because of what I have been drifting through-out past my life and what I am gonna drift for rest of my life. Freedom is my birth right, says some big shot in indian 'political' independence. Well what I mean is, it is not some kind of fake thing with me as it is for everyone else including the sayer himself. My thoughts, actions, attitude, habits and consciousness, everything is free. Free of social bondages and un-acknowledged dictums.
You all, don't be so snickery and your souls don't talk to you some piece of golden words as it is to me. Your society is a fake notion. Set of some forlorn people who come together to form dictums they themselves follow and expect everyone to follow. Does this make a society? No. Society is for the benefit of all. Not for alliance with some rules formed eons back. It needs to be re-furbished. Political thoughts seeks balance between commonality and individuality. US and UK are tooo individualist, so lot of concessions for people. Homosexuals/transexuals/euthanasia and such many tooo individualist stuffs are allowed there and some places like that. But not everywhere. The change is political thought. Whose benefit is it for ? Take china. The thought centralized in commonality. it lies more in commune. Nothing to do with individuals. Not even bloggin is allowed. Polity is so skeptic of its own people that it suppresses even a single ignite within its territory to the entire world, even so benign world wide web.
Here I envision, man to become society in himself. Man to be free as Tilak says, not in words, not in thoughts but indeed.